the other day, i got judged - "seems like a balanced soul but imbalanced by something devastating" - "the child in me is dead n that's how the imbalance has come in to surface...!! "

when i profoundly carry off my imbalanced soul on my shoulders as for me being imbalanced is being hopeless which is quite perfect....is it wrong being this way? do i need to start working towards getting balance back?? is it not for the nature to do it if i've to get there.....walk me to the path which leads me there?

the black is widening...occupying the more white i was...or is it the other way....